Sunday, September 28, 2008

やった!

Kyu, victory is mine. :D

Anyway, last night, I found out that my phone DID have other folders than just the inbox. I cracked up and thought about what an idiot I was...

I also cleaned about 1/3 of my room.

Quite a productive weekend, I must say. ^___^

しいパンのメメ

Meme

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Silvia
2. Shiina/Nana
3. Xiao Jun

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Eyes
2. Hair
3. Wrists

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Fat stomach. D:
2. Fat legs.
3. Fat arms.

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. We eat rice.
2. We pray to inanimate objects.
3. We talk to plaques as if they were alive and can respond.

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Being forgotten.
2. Fat/obtaining diabetes.
3. Ugly people.

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Sleep.
2. Laptop.
3. Phone.

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Tank top.
2. Board shorts.
3. Key necklace.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. GReeeeN
2. Hamasaki Ayumi
3. Buono?

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT THE MOMENT:
1. Yellow Cherry - Kimi wo Omou
2. GReeeeN - Ai Uta
3. Aqua Timez - Toushindai no Love Song

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Trust
2. Fun
3. REAL LOVE. D:

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order):
1. I'm on my period.
2. My boobs aren't growing..much... :(
3. I want to be a net idol.

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Looks
2. Jokes that are actually funny and show that he isn't trying hard to be funny.
3. Good at cheering people up. :D

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Sleep
2. Eat
3. Internet

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Sleep? D:
2. Study Japanese.
3. Watch something like One Piece.

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
1. Plastic surgeon.
2. Idol.
3. Stylist.

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. IT SAID THREE, SHII. NOT 5. THREEEE. Japan.
2. Hong Kong.
3. Taiwan.

THREE KID'S NAMES YOU LIKE:
1. Apple.
2. Pear.
3. Lychee.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Sky gliding.
2. Bungee jumping.
3. Net idol-ism.

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1. I have long hair. Or...want long hair. Like really long hair.
2. I liked pink as my favorite color at one point.
3. I like cute things. :D

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY (LIKE) A BOY:
1. I am wearing board shorts at the moment.
2. I...play video games. And strategically want to win.
3. I want to learn how to break dance. And eventually break dance.

THREE PEOPLE THAT I WOULD LIKE TO SEE TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
1. Anyone.
2. Anyone.
3. Anyone.

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

けつのあな

URGH MOM.
Why won't you let me do what I want to do?

What if I suddenly died tomorrow, like Joe? I would regret not doing a lot of things. Which is why I'm starting now. Why can't you understand this?

My hair is made up of dead cells anyway. You can't kill something that's already dead. I will be smart and use conditioner if needed. =___=

I know what I'm doing. I know what I want to do. Why can't you accept the fact that it will not change my future nor my academic progress?

I'm not following anyone, I'm doing this to be myself and unique. Why are you so against it? I said I'm NOT following anyone. So what is the problem? Stop assuming I am.

I refuse to be tied down and follow someone 'cause they said so. You told me this yourself, to not listen to what people say and do what is best for me. WELL, I'm not listening to anyone..

BTW, the make-up is oil-control. And the concealer is actually helping my skin condition. I wouldn't use it if it was bad for my skin. That would be suicide for my skin.

GRAGGHHH. >:O Just shut up and go away, and let me do my own thing. It's ridiculous if you tell me all these things and just say "no" to them. =___=

I've already proved that it's not affecting anything, my hair is falling out at a normal pace, and if it was so bad, they wouldn't market it. 'Kay? GAH.

And skinny jeans are not ugly, they are in STYLE. Something you are obviously outdated on.

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Sunday, September 14, 2008

影響。。。

Shii told me to take this quiz thing... @___@ Link here.


"At this time in your life you feel like 'giving up'. For every time you have tried to build up your hopes and dreams something has come along to burst the balloon. You may feel that, at this particular moment in your life, there seems to be no chance of fulfilling these dreams but you are so wrong. You are the sort of person that can influence any situation, that is - If you don't give up. So consciously make the effort... You have that inherent power to succeed.

Being a likeable person you get on well with neighbours and friends. You don't need anything to 'Rock your boat'. You want to 'love' and to be loved'.

You feel that you should be appreciated far more than you are but no-one seems to care! You feel that you are receiving less than your share and the main problem is that there is no-one to whom you can turn to for sympathy and understanding. The inner stress that you are experiencing makes you quick to take offence but you realise that at this particular moment in time there is little that you can do to relieve the situation.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You need to be needed and would like a situation where you will no longer be subjected to pressures and demands from those about you. There is no harm in 'dreaming' but it is you - and only you - that can be able to realise those dreams and to turn them into reality."

I think it really is accurate and scary how it is. This was somewhat influential to me and I feel like I can now make myself a better person. :D

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Thai Tea!


Ah, I love Thai tea. ^___^ Thank you, mommy, for buying it. LOL. Yummy, yummy. Now time to feed it to my older brother.

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Oke Campu!


This was during orchestra camp. I brought snacks one day and yeah.

Tsumaranai!


I'm at the orthodontist and am very bored.

Monday, September 8, 2008

コントラバス!!

As promised, this is my blog on the reasons why I am switching to bass. :O

Well...to start off...VIOLIN IS TOO HARD.
My parts are hard; I am having a hard time reading the notes on every song, pretty much.
I can't get the rhythms right and Darlene back there is trying her hardest, but I still don't really get it. DX I can feel myself getting better, but I still suck.
Compared to everyone else who has private lessons, I am a very crappy freshman.
And, like, the only freshman. Almost. Maybe 1/3.. Last year was like a training year for all the new freshies and so everyone is conditioned..

I also need to learn bass clef. And the easiest way to do that without having to do much work is to take on bass. :D Seriously, they do nothing! *____* Almost..

Err....automatic honors credits = <333 *____* SERIOUSLYY. My counselor is a bitch and transfers get lowest priority, so, like, I have to retake Algebra 1P and also they didn't put me in honors English 'cause it was too full. DX

Anyway, moving on...

Err, seriously. It's horrible being in violin around all these talented and conditioned people.
I feel I might have less pressure if I'm just starting out. It's like...an excuse almost. Except maybe I really wanted to play bass from the beginning.
I mean...I wanted to volunteer to switch last year, but I didn't want to give up my position. XD

Hey, who knows. Maybe I'll even become bass section leader. DX; Do basses have a section leader? D:

Also, it's good to start new and try new things. Maybe I'll like it better than violin. I won't know until I try!! :D

Thursday, September 4, 2008

Domo-planner!


Natbutt painted it for me!

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

Book Covers!


I'm quite proud of how they turned out. This is my first time too. Aren't you proud, Nat? I'm obsessed with making them now.

Monday, September 1, 2008

有難う、月の様!!

WAHH, APPARENTLY I LEFT MY PURIKURA ALBUM AT KELCIE'S. OTL

But damn...LAW OF ATTRACTION. IT REALLY DID HAPPEN. AHHH. *_____*
And technically, I DID find it the next day.... OTL WTF.

I love you Kelcie. T~T Please give me your babies.

Now...WHO HAS MY CHECKS? D:<

Sunday, August 31, 2008

プリクラ、チェック。。。

I lost my purikura album and checks for orchestra fees. >____<

My purikura album had over $200 of purikura in there. DX I THINK it's still somewhere with me, but I don't know where! DDD:
And orchestra fees were $190..I HOPE IF IT'S NOT WITH ME, THEY WON'T CHECK IT IN. >___<

I'm scared to ask my mom to write another check 'cause...yeah...she'll go crazy and be like, "If someone cashes the check in, we're gonna die!"

Urgh, LAW OF ATTRACTION LAW OF ATTRACTION. I WILL FIND BOTH ALBUM AND CHECKS TOMORR
OW. DDDDX LAW OF ATTRACTION LAW OF ATTRACTION.

Friday, August 29, 2008

Handwriting Meme + Updates

Urgghhh. D: First off, the Handwriting Meme! Tagged by Shii. :0



1) Your handle/name/username
2) Left or right handed?
3) Favourite letters to write
4) Least favourite characters to write
5) Write "The quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog."
6) Tag 5 people.

AHH, so ugly. T~T *switches to B lead*
That is my favorite lead, BTW. :D I like B. B > HB. DX

Anyway, yeah. Soo, me and なっと went to buy my art supplies and so I bought a rubber eraser (hey, some of them are made with vinyl or plastic nowadays!), sketching pencils with different leads, and a 9 in. x 12 in. sketchbook.

My dad is getting me the phone I wanted. :D I dunno when though, have to keep bugging him. LALALALA, hopefully ordering tonight. XD;

Urghhh, I need to buy a cute planner, except I don't really need to, 'cause I found one I wasn't gonna use. It might last half a year, or maybe the whole year. I don't know. >___< We'll see. But it's nice to have things in stock, y'know? :D

Today I stayed over at Kelcie's until my parents were ready to pick me up. THANK YOU. ^___^ I also borrowed her Ultra Maniac. :3

OK, so this weekend I need to make a collage of myself. This shall be fun! Except I need to go buy a KERA magazine or something. And make a domokun. :/ Somehow... DX OH WELL. We'll see.

I don't know when to go though. Maybe Sunday? :D It's due on Wednesday. This year I shall not procrastinate... DX *although at this moment, I am getting distracted from my Japanese homework...*

DISTRACTED...but not procrastinating. :/

Kekeke. ^___^ That is it~ See ya~

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

ありがとう。。。

Thank you, Natalie. You have made my summer the best I ever had. I probably haven't laughed so much in FOREVER. Or this may be the first time. You always supported me, ridiculed me, mocked me, slapped me, but it was all in good fun. :D I don't think I'll ever find another ducky like you. Thank you for giving me the best summer in my life. <3

My glow in the dark stars glow because you were there. T___T I hope they continue to glow!

I learned a lot this summer, but one of the most important one is "what true friendship is."

You probably don't think that we're that close, but I do. You're like the only one my brother talks to and the only one that my dad really talks to and makes those jokes with.. You're like family. :(


Goodbye summer, nice to meet you, high school. D:

Saturday, August 23, 2008

沢山な汗。。。*U*

I just played more than an hour straight of DDR...
I haven't been able to do that since...forever. @_@;
I think I'm about the pull muscles in my legs...and tomorrow my legs will be SORE. *u*
I feel...good. :D
Refreshed! Or maybe that's just the water...

But seriously, I feel refreshed, good, loose, flexible. I FEEL LIKE I CAN DO GYMNASTICS ON THE OLYMPICS! *_* I'd probably break a few bones and end up sticking it though. OTL

Hmm, which brings me to another subject. There was once when there were like 2 of us who attended gymnastics that day. It was the single most amazing class I had. Attention, tricks, etc. *_* Enjoyable, sweaty, and I was so sore the next day. It felt so GOOD.

I kind of wish I hadn't quit, but maybe a less childish/recreational class would have been nice by then. D: Can't do much in an hour with, like, 6-10 people. >_<;

Ahhhh........IT FEELS NICE. D: I LIKE BEING SORE AND to know what my level is and see my progress since I first started playing. ^____^

I am also drinking lots of water nowadays. Maybe 'cause there's nothing else to drink, but sometimes I just feel like have a nice, cold bottle of water. ^_^

Oh yes! Thank you, Kyu, for showing me this facial wash. I WANT TO GET THE WHOLE PEACH NAIVE SET NOW. D: It works so well, smells good, and you can actually feel it clean off the oil. *_*

There was something I talked to about with Anna last night. And it was how, like...I always lose my chapstick, lipgloss, or lip cream before I get to even use half of it. It's kind of sad. XD I should keep them all in one place or something and actually use it. My lips are always dry! D:

And we shared 2 cents on singing. D: Or maybe even 1 cent. I wish I could sing... *severely tone deaf* BUT, I am going to try to improve musically, since it is such a big part of my life. I might start uploading my singing, and I don't want compliments, I want CONSTRUCTIVE CRITICISM or FLAMES. D:< Seriously!

I think that's it for today..until next time! <33 ^___^

Friday, August 22, 2008

友達を愛してる!

This is the second time, I think, I posted a blog like this. I realize quite often the wonderful friends I have in my life. And I would like to take this time to say thank you to specific individuals who have influenced my life greatly. ^___^ <3

Firstly, I love you mommy. You've fed me since I was little and although you get pissed at me a lot, you still stick through. I admire you so much, for all you've been through and all you're enduring at this very moment. You never gave up on me. Thank you for having such high expectations of me, it's making me have high expectations of myself as well, which is making me persevere and always try harder. Thank you so much. <33

Daddy, you're the most chillll person ever. Thank you for being so supportive when mommy can't. Thanks for approving of everything; because of you, I get to live this wonderful, worry-free life. Thank you for spending money on me and giving me money without much hassle. I get to really enjoy my teenage years like this. Thank you for sheltering me in a bubble until I'm old enough to realize reality by myself. I love you!!

Natalie, Natto, Natbutt, Natrat. You're currently my best friend, and you're, like, 1 out of 3. There has only been 3 people really actually close to me, and you're one of them. Thanks for being supportive, being funny, being open-minded, and such. I think your personality is making me become more outgoing. I also think that if it weren't for you, I wouldn't know how to fight for my opinion. You're probably the brightest thing I had in these past 2 years. Thanks for sharing your sunshine. ^___^

Jennifer, thank you. You showed me that the world isn't always happy. You showed me reality and what it was like to hate. And that I don't HAVE to like everything just 'cause someone else does. If it weren't from you, I probably wouldn't be such a leader-type, or be so willing to change, or anything else. I'd probably be listening to R&B or whatever everyone else is listening to. You showed me how great it is to be different, to stand out, and to do something 'cause I like it. ^____^ Thanks!

Tammiiiieeee. You are such a happy flower, it's wonderful! Your perspectives, way of looking at things, and ability to be inspired easily is spreading to me too. I think you have also contributed to my outgoing-ness. If it weren't for you, I probably wouldn't be so fashion-conscious, would still be a nerdy, shy person, and would probably never have the guts to do anything I have the guts to do now. You showed me what it was like to think of the future, to have dreams and goals, to imagine of the possibilities. Thanks for that. ^____^

Anna...hmm, you were probably only the second person I have ever felt so close with. We somewhat drifted away, but it was nice while it lasted. I am so happy I had that experience with you. To know what a real best friend is like. We shared many, many happy memories. I'm glad I met you in Chinese school. You've made me a more open-minded person, and to respect other people's opinions as well. ^___^ Thank you so much.

Kimberlyyyy. I'm so glad I became friends with you that day. You showed me what it was like to laugh until your stomach hurts. The first time I really laughed so hard were the times with you. We were really close, but I think all we did was laugh and share jokes; nothing personal, emotional, or anything. But I guess it was 'cause we were young back then. But thank you. You showed me that happiness could be gained in a form of a fantasy world, and I am truly happy you showed me that.

Yoshiko, Kimberley, Mimi, Colleen, etc. Thanks for making me feel at home! If it weren't for you guys, I would have never gone to AX07. I would have never gotten so into anime/manga. It was really nice meeting you, and I hope we can continue playing together, online and in real life. You guys made sure it was comfortable around with everyone, and it was so nice and homely. To be honest, I spent so much time during that summer on TeniPuriDSP, it was literally like my home on the internet. Thanks, I had a wonderful time when we met up and everythingg. <3 Let's keep in touch and continue to plaaaaaaaay!

Breyanna Mendozaaaaa. Thanks for watching my back all the time. You're such a bubbly person to hang out with, and it just gives me a fuzzy feeling inside whenever I'm near you. ^____^ MY self-esteem has probably gone waaaay up in the past 2 years I've known you. I'm also always so proud to say, "I'm the only Asian that Bree actually likes," or "I have Bree to watch my back." Thanks for being so nice to me, supportive, and everything. If it weren't for you, I'd probably be still a little nerdy girl, pushing away from society. Thanks for being you, 'cause I truly admire your courage, strength, and honesty. You're like an epic warrior! <3

Tiffany, you're pretty much the reason why I miss Chinese school. I am so glad I befriended you guys after Anna quit. It's so nice that I have gotten to know you. It's pretty awkward hanging out with the guys, you know. D: But thanks so much. And thank you, for telling me to BELIEVE, because I think that I can really start believing much more now. Seriously, you are such an awesome friend to have. I hope we can grow closer the more we see each other! ^___^

I am probably missing a lot of people, but these are the ones who stomp all over my heart, and when I try to smooth out the footsteps, stomp all over it again. Thanks for doing it; you guys are the ones who make my day, who encourage me to get back up on my feet, who make it worthwhile to wake up the next day. Because of you guys, it is the reason why I am looking forward to a new day, to new beginnings with you. Because of you guys, my life up until now, will keep moving forward. I regret many things that I DIDN'T do in the past, but the things I DID do together with you guys make up for it. Thanks so much, just for being there and allowing me to be friends with you.

HEEHEE

Someone made me feel really giddy today. ROFL!
It's my friend's friend from her school.
He saw my picture on her top on MySpace and started stalking my pictures, like, WTF.
And then conversed with my friend on how pretty I was. *shot* *____*
HEEHEE, LIKE MY FRIEND SAYS TO ME WHEN I CALL HER PRETTY: "YOU'RE BAD FOR MY EGO."
AHAHAHA, I know how it feels now! BUT IT'S NOT LIKE I WILL STOP CALLING YOU PRETTY. ^____^
BUT YES. I wish I looked as I do on MySpace (*coughPhotoShopandanglesandstuffcough*)
But this person mentioned a lot of things about what my picture could resemble which I never thought of before.
We also mentioned our dreams, and he told me to go for it. Teehee. ^___^
It boosted my self confidence by like 10 times this night. HAHAHA.

But let's snap back to reality. I really do have to work hard. I'm aware and ready. <3 Wish me luck and support me in my quest for NATURAL POP IDOL and WORLD RENOWNED PLASTIC SURGEON. ^____^

It's 8:55 PM right now in JP. ^___^ I am keeping my friend Natto on the PST time zone (4:55 AM, WTF?!?!?) company. XD HAHAHAHA. <3 I love you Natalie, I truly do! I love the times we have together and I hope that I can make many, many more wonderful memories with you! Which brings me to another post!

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Port-a-Potties


School is gonna be great.

Friday, August 15, 2008

Bored~


Ah, waiting in the car. I want to eat the raw instant noodles in the back seat, which I shall.

Thursday, August 14, 2008

Introductory

Hello! ^____^
I'm Shiina. :D
It's OK if you call me Nana. XD;
Or make up a new nickname.

Anyway, some general interests of mine include:
Anime, manga, fashion, and music.
I listen to rock, pop, techno, and ska mainly. But anything catchy automatically goes into my iPod. XD
I love my laptop, DS, and phone. Can't live without them!
And I'm almost always with my best friend Natalie. :)

Anyway, school is starting soon. Maybe I'll blog more, maybe not. XD

Thanks for reading and please check back often for new posts. XD

Also, feel free to comment if you want any of my contact information. I'm looking forward to chatting with you. <3

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Onaka ga Itai!


I always get a stomachache sometime during the day of a test. Example, now. Is this some psychological problem? @_@ My mom better make it back in time. >_< Wish me luck, everyone!

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

Hmm.

I believe everyone should get a blogspot, just 'cause it's linked to Google and I love Google. *-*

I have realized that my typing style has changed drastically. I used to be an annoying little weeaboo girl. >_> OMG..

I am also slowly stopping to use the hyphen as a mouth for my faces. .___. Seriously, it's like I've become too lazy to lift my finger off the shift bar! OTL

Ahhhh. @_@ I don't know what to doooooo. I want to sleep but if I do, I'll end up sleeping for 12 hours and that'll totally mess my sleeping schedule up. So, I shall try to pull an all-nighter. OTL
I need something to dooooo. Anime, manga, OHH, REBORN.

KTHXBAI <3

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Crappy Poring!


Second thing I made. Hey, don't blame me, I didn't know any better.

Go, Pikachu!


I make hama-Pokeballs!

Shoes!


Me and my friend bought shoes and we're gonna decorate it sometime.

Beads!


I want to become the beads master! XD The top organizer is pony beads and the rest are hama beads. When I get good, I might start a MySpace business so yeah.

I made...


A crappy cell phone charm! It didn't turn out as well as I hoped, but oh well! I'll get better!

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

I'm a scene queen!


I made this last night!

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

My orange hair!


I dyed my hair orange and my mom didn't get particularly mad!

Monday, May 26, 2008

Serious Magibon stare!


Me and Shii are practicing our chintucking!

Monday, March 24, 2008

Charms!


It's kind of like a mob!

My new lamp!


This is the lamp! It comes with the Hello Kitty cover and produces this nice lighting effect.

Pikachu!!


I'm super bored and should be sleeping, but eh. I wonder if anyone reads my blog anyway. :) I also got this super cute lamp thing which was used as the lighting in the Pikachu picture and a couple of cell phone charms to replacd my stolen ones.